No Good People!

Sometimes we get to be with people who we don’t like. We are left with no choice but to be with them since you work together for the same goal. You get pissed off most of the time because even if you’re trying to please them, they still aren’t contented.

I’m a person who has high pride when confronted with my family, but no pride when it comes to people outside the circle of my folks. I just don’t like the thought of having conflicts with the people I work with. Even if I’m hurt because their actions, I would rather keep it to myself and pretend that I’m okay and forget it.

I do commit mistakes most of the time, but I accept them and I always do apologize for it just to make things okay so things wouldn't come to worse. Sometimes I really do get pissed off; all I would do is cry because of so much anger inside and keep quiet. But these people? They get abusive. Just because they know that I don’t talk much and always apologize, they dare to get angry so bad that they tell everyone they could kill. Maybe that’s the ways they are. But, maybe it’s just so unfair. I go down to the level wherein I try to make things okay and lower my pride just to keep it clean. And they don’t. Sometimes it does hurt a lot, I get bothered, scared and worried. Specially when it comes dealing with people you have debts with. They make you feel that you become their posession just because you owe them. Sometimes you would rather find ways to pay them back so that you won’t have to deal with their stupid punch lines that pisses you and irritates you so much.

I want to try a new life, where in I could achieve together with the people I work with. Not stuck with some institution who they think they’ve given their best for their people but actually did not.

Teenage Pregnancy

Sometimes teenagers who gets pregnant becomes confused if it is a gift? test? challenge? Or just purely bad luck? A big number of the total female population gets impregnated at an early age and most of them get their babies aborted. Teenagers become confused of doing the right thing because of shame and being afraid of what is ahead of them. So, they settle with decisions not rightfully good the whole situation. Nevertheless, we also have to look into the situation and emotions of these impregnated teenagers. There are things that we don’t know that leads them to decisions they don’t even like to do. There also may be “behind the scene” situations that are enough for them to decide so unjustly. We have to respect their emotions as well, for these emotions are important for their growing fetus to survive. Whatever they might decide on, the decision and their conscience will put a just to whatever they settle on.

Bad Karma

Guess I'm the type of person who's reckless.. and oh so careless!! and guess what?! I broke something in the kitchen ware department in SM. i was trying to look for a cooking pan for my dad. Well, I really saw one and it was beneath a pan that was way too big than what my dad wanted. so i got the item on top of that big pan with my left hand and took the one I like in the other and unfortunately the lid of the pan on my left hand flew off! What the heck... So I was even so proud and just said.. "Okay, ill just pay for it." My dad was flaming hot and staring at me like he wanted to kill me. To my surprise, the sales lady came up and said that it was a set of six cooking pans! It cost four times more expensive than i expected! So my dad had no choice but to pay for it. They got a new set of the same kind of product and just exchanged the pan that I broke for the same pan that was in the new set.The displayed item was not complete again. I hated the manager because she was so rude even if i already paid for the whole set.

Well anyway, talking about the bad karma?

As I mentioned earlier, it was a set of 6 pieces of cooking pans and when I got home and opened it, I GOT SEVEN! The stupid manager did not even replace the piece of the item I broke but she just added it into the new set.

Seven wares for a price of six. So who's stupid now?
I Guess there paying for it after all...